I'm just being human, all the times you all didn't understand,
and all the times you all did.
but its okay, the background's a nice place to be.
It lets you see what others fail to see.
Goodness knows how much I've grown from that.

I love to live.
I do want to live.
I know why i should live.
and, i may not be able to live,
not for long anyway.
I don't mind that.

I don't mind dying.
there's nothing more to death than the ceasing of experience.
and frankly, sometimes that's all one wishes for.
I'm not afraid of death.
I've been prepared, forever.
more so now.

I've lived my life through and through.
i don't regret anything I ever did, said, hoped for, wished on, dreamt...
all the times i regretted, i don't regret regretting.
I made the most out of just being me.
I'll be lying through my teeth if I said I'm tired.
And yet, I'll be lying if I said I'm still raving to go.
I guess, its just another chapter, yet another scene.
The only difference is it won't belong to me.

Just three words now, darling.
I. Love. You.